Happy? Perhaps. It's hard to tell, really. It's only just begun.
I don't particularly agree with the reasoning behind celebrating the New Year. A brand new year does not mean a brand new person. It's frustrating to think that dreams and hopes are built around the event of a number changing. However, I am guilty of basing my existance upon time, I've turned my life into an incessant "tomorrow."
It's pathetic.
2006.
Where to begin.
First kiss, first lead in a school play, exposure to so many amazing people.
somewhere along the way however, I lost my ambition. Any motivation I had. I'm not sure where it went, but I'd really like to find it. Life without it is pretty difficult. It toys with my self-confidence, self-worth, and it has turned my outlook on life into something i never dreamt it could be: Negative. Although it will be a hard obstacle to overcome, I've met a few folks who have the ability to make me see life through different perspectives, to realize im more than i think. I don't want them to feel as though they have to burden themselves by playing hero. I am just really grateful i have them.
2006 was a memorable year. lots of ups and downs. The downs were mostly internal. The ups were the smiles i shared with friends. The new music and literature i made acquaintance with. I do have plenty of regrets though, lots of things i would change. I think it's pointless to dwell on the past, though i think it's important to learn from mistakes. So, if i believed in making resolutions, mine would be to change my attitude. It's something i've been trying to do, prior to the dropping of the ball in times square.
My hopes for the future involve happiness and love.
Cliche?
You bet.
Impossible?
Maybe not so much.
On the bright side, I dont think 2007 can disappointment me as much as 2006 did.
SARAH.
GIRL.
SEVENTEEN.
SENIOR.
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